Crush

Awai beno buka blog. Now still 6:51 am. Why tulis blog pepagi ni? Its because i got a dream. Lewls. Mimpi ni mmg aku nak cerita dkt semorang. I got this one senior, back to 2009 when i was in form 1. Being a junior with many handsome seniors ni mmg parok. Sat suka kt dia tu, sat suka dkt dia ni. As what i remember, batch dorg la yg paling matured, yg paling handsome hahaha oh yg senior tadi. Aku suka gila dkt dia. Member semua macam "what,apahal kau suka dia. Ramai lagi doh yg handsome" but for me, no. Weh ni crush aku, yg korg nak sibuk apahal. Ceh padahal baru form 1. Everytime i saw him teroih macam kena athma. Mmg kalau boleh nak elak dpd dia sebab suka sngt T.T dgn member dia yg lain ok je. Tapi kitorg mmg selalu contact la. Even dia duduk hostel pun. Like everyday mmg akan contact. Mungkin dia tahu kot aku suka dia *emoji berfikir*

Tapi dah 6 tahun berlalu lepas kitorg lost contact. He went to Unisza, after finished his STAM. Tak ingat la dua tahun lepas ke bila, aku wish birthday dia thru fb. Dia reply. Tahun lepastu aku wish, dia dah tak reply :( Gosh everytime i saw his FB my heart feel like the first time. I got butterflies!!!!! And pagi ni i dreamt about him :( he said that he late two years to confess to me about his feeling. Idk if its true. Dia la crush aku yg paaaaaaaling lama. Aku rasa aku masih crush on him sebab last before cuti akhir tahun form 1 tu dia nak jumpa aku but aku dah balik :((( antara moment yg aku paaaaaling menyesal in my life. Wish i could turn back time :/ Mungkin dah tak crush dah lepasni sebab mimpi tu. Or mungkin dah tak crush kalau tetiba dia confess dekat aku? And then kitorg terus kahwin...? Mungkin...there's probability :)